I became addicted to him in a way that was not healthy. All my thought revolved around him. I was consumed by him. Everything was about him. I was losing myself. I didn’t want to go out in case I missed a video call. I didn’t want to go to a certain restaurant because I went there with him last. I clung to my phone 24/7 in case he called or texted. I was losing sense of living. I lost all my close friend because I bailed out on them too many times..I would rather be locked in my room waiting on him. I was obsessed, I was addicted and he was my drug.